Jan 2nd 2025
What an End to 2024 and a Start to 2025!
The last three days have beautifully encapsulated the themes that defined the end of 2024 and are setting the tone for 2025. Here’s a glimpse into what unfolded.
Sunday morning, I woke up earlier than usual and felt the urge to connect with my spirit guides for direction. The past week had been incredibly stressful, and I was exhausted by the repetitive patterns in my life. Around 6:00–6:30 AM, I meditated to connect with a bird spirit guide that has been with me for nearly a year.
This time, I came prepared with specific questions for my guides, seeking clarity and answers. While I don’t clearly remember the responses I received during the meditation, something profound happened around 7:00 AM. I felt my spirit guide integrating with my subtle body. I had merged with the spirit guide, inheriting its qualities—a spiritual gift, no doubt.
However, what followed was deeply unsettling. I lost my sense of balance—both physically and emotionally. Internally, I was confronted with my indecision and attachments, which had been clouding my judgment. Externally, my body felt completely out of control. The closest description I can offer is severe dizziness, as if my world were spinning at high speed.
Exhausted, I decided to sleep, hoping it would restore my balance. After three hours of rest, I woke up, only to find the disorientation still lingering. It became intermittent but was accompanied by vomiting. Realizing the severity, I called a friend, who quickly arranged for an ambulance.
I was convinced it was low blood pressure. At the hospital, surprisingly, my BP readings remained stable at 130–139/80. Despite my symptoms, the medical team couldn’t identify a clear cause. I was treated with fluids and injections, and by evening, I felt much better.
The experience left me with mixed emotions. I couldn’t bring myself to explain the spiritual encounter to the doctors, knowing it would likely be dismissed as hallucination or something similar.
Interestingly, my parents took me to their trusted homeopathic doctor the next day. This doctor, a deeply spiritual and grounded individual, practices meditation and belongs to a spiritual organization. As I shared my experience with him, he tuned into my energy and provided a completely different perspective.
He explained that my kundalini energy had risen but encountered a blockage in my third eye chakra, causing the disorientation and dizziness. I was able to relate to his insights. He also emphasized that I needed to forgive my former guru for all the black magic that was done on me. He asked me to forgive and release the anger I was holding onto. He checked my nadis and cautioned me about the stress affecting my higher heart chakra majorly due to whatever situation I'm facing. I was not surprised , I live that pressure everyday. I knew what he was talking about.
It was exactly what I needed to hear—a reminder to let go, forgive, and focus on my well-being.
This incident made me wonder how transformative it would be if medical science could expand its horizons to include spiritual phenomena. There’s so much overlap between the physical and metaphysical worlds that remains unexplored.
As I step into 2025, I carry the qualities of my spirit guide: no tolerance for nonsense and heightened discernment. While I feel blessed by this integration, I’m also a bit anxious about returning to daily routines. I guess I need new routines now.
For now, I am focusing on gratitude—thankful for my friends who stood by me without hesitation and for the spiritual insights that continue to guide me.
Here’s to a year of endings , clarity, healing, and growth!